Christmas is coming soon so fast! D= I still need money to buy gifts ^^;; Especially for my friends out there. Yah and I'm sorry for making everyone worried with my past post. LOL I'm only in my random weird days so don't think about it. ^^ I won't ever forget each of you and won't throw away the friendship that we have established for a long time. Anyway ... I hate receiving gifts especially expensive ones. But on the other hand, you have to accept the graces that are given to you ne? xD This is my wishlist not only for Christmas but everything I want. Haha! *winks* some ideas for those who want to give me presents EVEN if I dont want to receive from you guys D=

WISHLIST POPPER

001 . S Magazine [November issue] ~ with Kiss Couple hihihi
002. 2007 Paris Photobook Special Limited Edition
003. Shine Photobook
004. DBSK 2008 Calendar
005. Yoochun Black Cross One Touch earring
006. Yoochun Mini Wave Crossing earring
007. Yoochun Character Tshirt
008. DBSK Blanket
009. THSK History in Japan 2  

Okies first of all, random stuff. The one thing I noticed with everyone is that they're beginning to blog more these days. I mean I know this blog has been like a month old but you all know that I've been into this for months in deviantart. Plus people are beginning to address themselves with korean/japanese names. I admit it's been recently that I did, well actually since I joined Deviantart I've been signing my works with my japanese name. At least mine is really the japanese equivalent. Kuroii = Chloe ... but others are...I don't know where the hell they got it :x [ i'm like getting annoyed because i hate the other people who does it xD ]. I really don't have any idea what is my Korean name. Jason told me, i can be Cho-eui or Cho-eun. Something like that. I don't know if it's true LOL. I'm just so happy that I am blessed with names that really has Japanese equivalent. Hahahaha it's been years [yes a lot of years] that I know Beriru = Beryl [my real name]. I first heard that from Sailormoon because of Queen Beriru xD Kuroii I only knew that a while ago and at first it was Kuroe but then again, pronounciation isn't like that so Kuroii is better. I only wonder if I'm like destined to be like a bad person :x LOL with the names associated with me...Queen Beriru is an antagonist and Kuroi means black. O.O See?! Ahahaha xD funny!

So I went to Tennessee this weekend with my relatives. My 2 uncles together with their family [from San Diego] came here in Illinois for a vacation and well we had a long drive to my auntie's house in Tennessee. As usual, I shopped in her attic [it looks like a store with lots of clothes!! seriously] and I got some clothes. [okies a lot xD] My mom got me ballet shoes again in Marshall's. Woohoo! I was supposed to get the choco/pink converse [which was only 19 bucks] but then again, the other is better. Hehehe. We went to Graceland AGAIN and of course just had a picture outside the house since it costs a lot.[add the fact that my doctor auntie is a cheapskate too] Then to downtown Memphis AGAIN. =+= I'm so sick of Tennessee.

We just arrived here in our house today. We headed straight to downtown Chicago from Tennessee to give them a tour. We went to the usual tourist spots. Navy Pier, Adler Planetarium and Shedd Aquarium. My cousins got bears in Build-a-bear. T_T I'm envious!!! I wanted the bunny one! I still don't have a bunny stuffed toy. ::_:: But its embarassing for the adults to see that I have one too. Ahahaha i'll get one in the future you'll see. We were supposed to go to Field Museum but we were running out of time [it closes at 5pm]. That's why we only went to Planetarium and Aquarium. The aquarium was really fun because I bonded a lot with my young cousins especially my 3 year old cousin. It was sad that we didn't get to go to the oceanarium because we only got the free admissions. Yes yes we got in free in both of them but it's limited to just some parts. It's also discount day in Field museum but we were too late. 

So a few more days until they leave for California. I only hate the fact that I will be sleeping in my parents' room. =+= I DON'T WANNA!!! I WON'T BE ABLE TO BE IN MY LAPPIE FOR HOURS!! D= I'm praying that the computer room is unoccupied ^^

Somehow I have to spazz for my gigglepuff here in my journal. Okies LOL this place has been overloaded with him anyway so I really have to spazz. Hahahahaha! This entry should have been yesterday's seriously ^^;; since I was majorly spazzing soooooooooo much. 

Yesterday Linds sent me the mncast linku of the whole tv special of Premium Live. I was able to watch till the rehearsals with yoochun and his sleeveless hoodie[wifebeater underneath] and shorts ensemble. Gah! That already made me totally spazz over him. =+= Imagine looking at those arms ESPECIALLY THOSE BICEPS. Heaven~ I've always loved him in shorts even before [ahahahaha and since it's his fave piece of clothing too xD]. Gah he's delicious!!! O.O Omo!! I never say he's delicious in the years that I loved him >< BUT HE IS HE IS HE IS!! GAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!

I couldn't wait for the stinking mncast to load that I had to click on the links below it to watch My Girlfriend performance. EVEN HIM DRINKING WATER IS TOO HOT TO HANDLE! >< I can't help but scream and giggle all throughout that 1:15 long clip. He's just too adorable and he always smiled ^^ Those cute dimples may not have been THAT visible but sooooooooo darn handsome. I seriously need the whole performance coz it will definitely help in determining the lyrics!! 

The first verse I finally got it. Hahahaha I was right all along xD Woohoo! But =+= if I know him in real life, I will knock his head off and keep teaching him right pronounciation. ^^;; I have a tendency to correct people when their english are you know~ not right xD YOOCHUN NEEDS AN ENGLISH TEACHER RIGHT AWAY!! *volunteers myself* Yes I can live without pay as long as he takes me out everynight ^^;; English teacher-turned-Personal assistant. AHAHAHAHAHA! I'll die happy when that happens ^_________^

But yeah *sigh* I'll be sooo happy once I decode that 2nd part with the "ginger" one. Hahahahaha! But I still love him even for his fobbyness~ so I guess tweedledum roach and him are really brothers. AHAHAHAHAHA! *kicks roach* =+=